I’m just venting here.
I’ve gone through quite a bit of heartbreak and rejection in my life. Now I have Reddit, shocker, I know. When I was younger there was this girl who we’ll call Carol, I guess. I liked her for so long. Like, really liked her! Of course, at the time I was fat so obviously the feeling wasn’t returned and it ended in my first heartbreak. But, apparently I didn’t get hurt enough because I kept liking her. She found out, and it ended in another heartbreak. Then a few months ago I got a FaceTime from her (or at least from her phone) saying she wants to gurgle my b**ls. I don’t think it was her, in fact, I KNOW it wasn’t. But still confusing.
Then there was this other girl, we’ll call her Mandy. She’s the one I mentioned in my post from 8 or 9 days ago. The one with a Greek God of boyfriend. I currently like her a lot. But, I don’t know where that’s going to go. Probably the gutter. Which’ll suck because despite my crush on her we’re really good friends.
Ugh, then there was this other girl. And, to be fair to her, is really cute. Like 100% out of my league. But I thought why not try? So I DM’d her. And pretty typical for a guy of my status, not even good enough for a response.
What should I do? Is there someone apparently wrong with me? I just don’t see why all these girls give me the silent treatment. Except Mandy, she has a boyfriend so her lack of romantic attraction towards me is s totally valid.