I am a young teen, male, straight, fat, smart in school (A and B) but also kinda retarded in real life, only had one girlfriend (at 4), nice (imo), I smell bad most of the time (working on it), weird as fuck, likes wwe (They dont have to know if they think its weird), I’m also ugly as fuck (like incredibly fucking ugly to the point I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without being sad), and can’t stick to anything that can better me ( I have been on a diet for 3 months and lost 3 pounds) PLEASE HELP ME IM DESPERATE