I need help

I'm 19 and I have never had a girlfriend in my life 🙃 im not afraid talk to girls im just afraid that they won't like me for who I am. See I play video games and i watch anime and I won't change they way I am I love myself. But most of the girls I liked said im childish and boring which destroyed the motivation of me dating. I have never acted childish towards a girl before Do you guys think I should get a girlfriend and how do I get a girl to like me the way Iam?